Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in x_slutfacewhore's LiveJournal:

Thursday, July 7th, 2005
11:09 pm	yeah she left me. which i guess is fine. but what ever. her loss as chelsea says but i cant see how. i mean. it was perfect it was perfect god. im listening to cat power and her calming melodies are making me all teary eyed. no no no not supposed to be like that. no. its not supposed to be like this. this hurt. damn. but. im getting over her. i think. i need someone to help me get over her. but who. no one. clay? no no no just no. not clay. i love him with all my heart. but. he will bring me down too much. hes not good for me. im not good for him. blah argh sadness i hope sweet 16 is good tomarrow. i hope i hope i hope but for some reason i feel like only chelsea and sarah will show up. not that i wont like it. i just had so many people i wanted to join. but no one can or will. lame. ciao (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
10:05 pm	i found chelsea's so i thought i should update. hell. life right now is hell. its not hectic anymore. dance is over. that takes away my hectic lifestyle. right now its hell. im adly in love with a girl who doesnt love me as back. i have so many crushes on other girls its not even funny. especially when a few of them are out of state. the others cant open their eys and realize i like them. although only a few of them are even bisexual. or lesbian. i have a crush on almost any boy i lay my eyes on. and i still have a crush on R..S which is really not a good thing at all. no. he has a gf so i should just shut the fuck up and get him out of my head. but hes sincerly nice. unlike other assholes from the pinkeye. it showd that david sent me a message from an email. but when i went to check my messages there wasnt one from him. i dont miss him. or do i? yeah i do. i have a crush on boy. but hes out of state. and another. and another. i fall to easily and its so fucking hard for me to get out of it. =[ i want to crawl up in a hole and enver get out. i need help. besides the meds and the shrink... i need help. ♥Kellie. (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
7:55 am	oh god. life = hectic. i dont even know where to begin. maybe i should start with dylan still madly in love with me. no, he just needs to give up for a while. know thta i dont love him like he loves me. or should i start with molly. a girl who im madly in love with. and one tht i cant stop thinking about. yet we had fought like we were going to kill each other. horrible i tell you. just horrible. clay i ask you once more. get out of my fucking head. thank you. ♥K. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 21st, 2005
8:57 pm	sex drugs you know the usual. what sup my lovely skankfaces? i hope everyone is having a wonderful saterday. i kellie went to bed around 930 ish last night. and i slept until 930. it was marvelous. then i went to dance class and got back home around 1230. talked to justine abuot tonight, all should be going well. until i got my reply to an email. so im stuck at home. woooh... =\ *shrug* no worries though. kellies happy. ... god why the fuck do i feel like i should cry? i mean you have better stuff to do. your moving on and im still stuck there. the night with your arms around me, holding me because he hurt and we just stood there for ever. and then at the other show, and i told you i was scarred. my dress around your legs. god i still can smell you, when someone walks by with your scent i turn around and look for you. but hey guess what! its not you. god you wouldnt even say anything other then... what do you want? is that it? she said you laughed when i said i wanted a bag of chips. but for some reason i dont beleive. god. im still stuck in the past and your fucking moving on. your moving on with out me. -k. (2 Comments |Comment on this)